from Unfinished Bird
Immediate green heat,
highway sounds
far away and closer.
Dull scudding
leaf of last season,
bright new growth
on old hedge, rampant
violets, flattened triangular
Drumstick wrapper.
Small kicks to
my left hand
here, baby.
Cold pink of impatiens.
A moment of silence
for what I once wanted so badly
now don't out of habit—
a rabbit's foot to hold
in my pocket and pet
a grassy quadrangle,
sugar cereal.
*
What you see
what you get—this
unraveled acronym—
it's important
to find your place in the world.
Bad things are happening
everywhere to good people:
an obscure volcano
grounding starlets in Europe,
Port-au-Prince flattened on TV,
I'm too close to the screen,
while on the other side of
the roof and the trees, the stars
are lost baby teeth, milk-whet
incisors of finity—
yes, let's
make it
mean that.
*
Don't write about children.
Don't write about dying
parents or war or jasmine.
Don't write about Christmas
or siblings—they suggest
the non-subjective parts.
But the world is round
and navigable.
To play it like a theremin
or it plays me—the big screen
a Van de Graaff machine
conducting to the follicles.
A warm, late-June afternoon
before the turning electric fan
the air is thick and visible,
thickening with electricity,
your eyes flicker behind
your lids while you sleep.
Horripilation: again, I'm stricken
how some things can only be said.
*
If the sky solidified
and rained pieces of
itself—broken blue
colorways of water—
what would scream
into the abhorrent
vacuum? The air
apparent is infinite
and invisible. Everything
is already exhausted
the fourth day of August.
Weeds, skirts gone limp
and dingy with humidity,
the great displacer.
If I could empty myself
of self and be your shell
what would step up
in my stead? Crickets.
There are sets within
sets of themselves.