Alphabets
The stars
carve a false
start
of forever
from
the monolithic
slab
of night. If only
we might say
them right. If,
instead,
we read
their points
as primmer text
for endings,
then we might
understand
their bodies
write and die
like ours. And yet,
like smiles,
they’re pre-
literate as floods
and caves,
as bone-black
hands and beasts.
We’ve left
their muted signs
for circumpolar
structures,
the vaulted
tonnage of sky,
the bad-
faith
sanctum
of network,
of online friends and
cloud storage. They
hang, unknowable
as death
is to the children
in us, short-
sighted and small.
I feel we,
taller now, misread
this light from
eviscerated stars
and it recalls
how we used
to look
at letters,
those once hot
organs
of words gone cold
like this. Before
we knew
to distrust
these red, orange,
yellow, green
blue, violet skins
of eternity,
which the tallest lied
to us about.
As their rote sounds left
our tongues
for ears,
and our eyes entered
their salve
of shape and color,
we grew and
we loved it seemed
the letters
loved us for a time
I tried did as they said
to claim them.
We sang, I sang,
(wasn’t that you, singing?)
Now I know
my ABCs
with puppets,
chocolate milk,
cheese crackers?
We smiled
at my Teacher,
who beamed
above us, so tall
above our song,
beneath
the strings
she hung
above the black-
board,
or spilled
from the canopic
jars of her
Anubis-looking
mouth. There,
she contained our
five millennia
of carbon. There,
if we could say it:
The fake
eternity the stars
preserve
like letters cut
from song
whenever we start
singing words
to fill
what empties
between us.