from Sermons And Lectures Both Blank And Relentless
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The mask on my face of winter/not winter Not Spark
not ash not rabbit vs. rabbit Lucky is the man
who finds a hand in his pocket Even his own
Children might be persuaded to know him If only he were
a little more ghosted in the roses And I were a little less
pretending not to be him Or for that matter, anyone at all
Ambulance driver vs. “Ambulance vs. Ambulance,”
a song by the Blood Brothers I sing all day long
Then play doubles tennis and smash the village sirens
Ourselves in a long line of skeptical predicaments
Which is how we all got thoroughly arrested and had to be
paddled, our chests hooked to wires The hours
going by us and those horses our souls I ask only one
thing that you please remain standing So many neurons
to thank and get jiggy So many weirdoes in long flowing robes
Snow white accumulation, then six to ten inches Chinese
poets and the shriek of Johnny Whitney Truth value
quite literally a matter of fact, but all I’ve ever wanted
is a way to forget it Time on speed so plastic/gigantic
Intention doesn’t matter when intention’s contradiction
The lingerie model under water in spring I love my love
the way she fires
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“Waitress, we’re the Germs”
“of soundlessness” to “silence”
“Carpenter’s Piece” by George
Macuinas I see through trees
I’m forty years lighter Maples
and birches, magnolias
and blossoms—birds, filling
stations, blackberries,
foxes Under the bed
and over our heads
So many sentences
I’ll never dare to write
33 and 1/3, a novel,
the devil
A typist mostly
happy, telling everyone
I love
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All we’ve got is what is not any longer Smooth sailing stairwell
Moments under wonder How “the sincerity’s flowing” doesn’t
change very much No thanks for asking, and I mean that
sincerely So there So Sarcastic Come down
from your network And now we return to our regularly scheduled
friendships, the real ones, already in progress with feelings associated
and throats full of kestrels Hello, Nate Pritts Dusted with angels,
dancing the hoopla on the head of a pin Tender Is the Night
The Neutron needs reminding when the Mohawk starts to blubber
To sob, to weep, to dissolve under pressure I imagine if ever
So ripe with possibility Tomato juice and celery The birds
barrel into me They have an agenda, singing bloody bloody blah
My beautiful city Seven Hills in Cincinnati And you on the road
interviewing for mercy Mercy mercy uncle sky We live the life
and we don’t die Almost crying is almost not Things are
looking up
in spite