I use Ben’s name for friends that failed me
And Ben, Your evil shines From the panes that formed In your eyes When the glass of that Pilsner crashed into my glass of Pilsner We weren’t sure if Paige’s warrior dress Meant Paige was a warrior Or if Amy’s Headdress Would confuse the migration of Brooklyn birds Or if a closet confessional, red with curtain and camera Would reveal that the crash of Pilsners Was just the Self- Destruction we partake in when we tell people: We like to use words to do bad things to each other Ben, we weren’t kidding When we laughed About pretending to be someone else I couldn’t stand On the balcony And not think about Those 300,000 Starlings Or the way Liam Asked how famous Death could make us Ben I think you put on that handcuff knowing The release was broken