With Love and Love and Rage and Love,
A child got injured and a child got
sick. Children in caesurae. There
was waiting and then there was
moving. I sat in a hospital room
and seethed, sat on a white bed
while you slept in a plastic bin or
you slept on concrete. I read murder
mysteries because I couldn’t bring
myself to fling real stories into the
future. You hadn’t been sleeping
on concrete but you had pneumonia,
or you didn’t. On the facemask box
I expected air but instead the first
suggestion was infant care. I was
afraid for breath. I was afraid to
bring my face to your face.