With Love and Love and Rage and Love,
A child got injured and a child got 
sick. Children in caesurae. There 
was waiting and then there was 
moving. I sat in a hospital room
 
and seethed, sat on a white bed 
while you slept in a plastic bin or 
you slept on concrete. I read murder 
mysteries because I couldn’t bring 
myself to fling real stories into the 
future. You hadn’t been sleeping 
on concrete but you had pneumonia, 
or you didn’t. On the facemask box 
I expected air but instead the first 
suggestion was infant care. I was 
afraid for breath. I was afraid to 
bring my face to your face.