from Sermons And Lectures Both Blank And Relentless
***** The mask on my face of winter/not winter Not Spark not ash not rabbit vs. rabbit Lucky is the man who finds a hand in his pocket Even his own Children might be persuaded to know him If only he were a little more ghosted in the roses And I were a little less pretending not to be him Or for that matter, anyone at all Ambulance driver vs. “Ambulance vs. Ambulance,” a song by the Blood Brothers I sing all day long Then play doubles tennis and smash the village sirens Ourselves in a long line of skeptical predicaments Which is how we all got thoroughly arrested and had to be paddled, our chests hooked to wires The hours going by us and those horses our souls I ask only one thing that you please remain standing So many neurons to thank and get jiggy So many weirdoes in long flowing robes Snow white accumulation, then six to ten inches Chinese poets and the shriek of Johnny Whitney Truth value quite literally a matter of fact, but all I’ve ever wanted is a way to forget it Time on speed so plastic/gigantic Intention doesn’t matter when intention’s contradiction The lingerie model under water in spring I love my love the way she fires ***** “Waitress, we’re the Germs” “of soundlessness” to “silence” “Carpenter’s Piece” by George Macuinas I see through trees I’m forty years lighter Maples and birches, magnolias and blossoms—birds, filling stations, blackberries, foxes Under the bed and over our heads So many sentences I’ll never dare to write 33 and 1/3, a novel, the devil A typist mostly happy, telling everyone I love ***** All we’ve got is what is not any longer Smooth sailing stairwell Moments under wonder How “the sincerity’s flowing” doesn’t change very much No thanks for asking, and I mean that sincerely So there So Sarcastic Come down from your network And now we return to our regularly scheduled friendships, the real ones, already in progress with feelings associated and throats full of kestrels Hello, Nate Pritts Dusted with angels, dancing the hoopla on the head of a pin Tender Is the Night The Neutron needs reminding when the Mohawk starts to blubber To sob, to weep, to dissolve under pressure I imagine if ever So ripe with possibility Tomato juice and celery The birds barrel into me They have an agenda, singing bloody bloody blah My beautiful city Seven Hills in Cincinnati And you on the road interviewing for mercy Mercy mercy uncle sky We live the life and we don’t die Almost crying is almost not Things are looking up in spite